Monday, February 18, 2013

Jeremy Messersmith - Novocain


Artist: Jeremy Messersmith
Songs: Novocain
Album: The Alcatraz Kid
Year: 2006

"I used to be so young, but now I'm oh so beaten down, my friends are nowhere to be found, I find myself alone..."

"I could have been someone but now my name is a just a ghost, my reputation is a joke, my eyes won't cry..."


*NOT A COMPLAINT: What should I write about it? About boredom? Frustration? Helplessness? I mentioned them because lately not a single day goes by without me feeling one of these... It's like my mind was 100 years old. 

But let's start with boredom. It is as if  I was going through a downward spiral, you try to occupy yourself in something, anything, but in the end you know it leads you nowhere, not even close to what you want. 

Frustration, it like a cyclical  process, you think 'aw damn, I have this problem', then you think 'Yes, maybe that's the solution' and then you think 'aw damn, in order to get the solution I need something more which I don't have either', and that takes you to helplessness, which is like the final blow leading to inaction...


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