Wednesday, March 6, 2013

Kashmir - Melpomene


Artist: Kashmir
Song: Melpomene
Album: Zitilites
Year: 2003

"Something tells me that I'm left without a chance in my suspicious attempts to get her close enough to close my lips around her smile..."

"Flutter girl, killing me with her sunshine, sunshine, she's so unaware that she's my Melpomene..."

"You broke the code just like I'm sure you always do without intentions but I know that's how I broke away from you... "

"...it should be honest and naive, like we should give, we should receive, I must be jaded, fading out of function into solitude..."


*A THOUGHT/A DREAM REPORTish: Today I had a dream, well, two if I should count them as "episodes", the thing is both made me happy, I cannot lie, but at the same time they made me wonder stuff. Let's see... I know I'm not over her, that's a fact because she's constantly on my mind and truth be told I still have feelings for her, but I thought I had the situation under control, I really did. But then these dreams came and I saw her as beautiful as can be, being as kind as she is, and the things she said to me (naturally I answered awkwardly) really made the progress, I thought I'd reached, stagger.

I know it was just a dream, but I was truly taken aback, firstly because it is not the first time that I think I'm over her and something comes and hits me to remind me I'm not. And secondly because I do not know what to make of it, I don't know if it should be taken as a sign of something, of what? I don't even know, but something, or if I'm just infatuatedly obsessed with her. The fact is that no girl had ever been so deeply rooted in my thoughts, and for that long, it's like she was there clinging to them... Or me not wanting to let her go...

If I had a dime for every time I've wondered what's the meaning of this, I'd have a thousand carboys full of dimes. And if I had a dime for every time I think of her, the world would be full of carboys filled with dimes and counting...



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