Artist: The Killers
Song: For Reasons Unknown
Album: Sam's Town
Year: 2006
"I pack my case, I check my face, I look a little bit older, I look a little bit colder..."
"But my heart, it don't beat, it don't beat the way it used to and my eyes, they don't see you no more. And my lips, they don't kiss, they don't kiss the way they used to and my eyes don't recognize you no more..."
*A SPECIAL COMMENT: Well the comment is not really special, what is special is the post because it is POST #100 and what better way of doing it than with 'The Killers'.
I was looking at some recent photographs and I noticed that I look different, with traces of dark circles under my eyes and somehow a bit skinnier than I already am. For me the reasons are not so unknown as I have been mentally tired, which is way worse than physical tiredness.
Lately I've been under some stress, I've been doing things I enjoy less frequently, I've been having less rest than usual, work life, emotional life, sport life, etc., every single aspect has been modified at least a little. And as expected, that kind of lifestyle has taken its toll, as described earlier. To give an example, this weekend that just passed, I attended two events, and as much as I had wished to fully enjoy them, I couldn't, I was there but at the same time I wasn't, I was surrounded by many people but at the same time I was alone and let me tell you, that isn't pretty, evidently not for me as I was trying so hard but I simply did not feel it, and sure not for the ones around me, who have to bear with my fucking pout, that although one tried to conceal it, I'm sure it had to show at some point.
Anyway, I guess I have to find some balance, make some sense of it, rest more, prioritize, breathe, get used to it, I don't know, anything to stop this, which evidently is not healthy... but for now HAPPY POST #100!
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